Tuesday, 13 January 2015

Deep heart confessions


 The path of Shadow

Deep down my heart

A Strong Black Shadow lies

Within me as death

It cannot go back till-late


All the efforts I’ve made

All the possibilities I’ve thought of

None of them seems to come true

Even in one of my dreams


Years since I was a kid

I’ve thanked God for making it possible

For a unique creature, “ME

With a perfect and a complete mind,

Whole, to be born.


Day by day

Night by night

This shadow still clung inside me

Who will come to remove it out?


Nights come and pass away

Blessed days leave me like smoke going up the sky

Without me unchanged

When will this cease?


No matter how hard I sob,

Ill-regardless of my sad full chanting,

Everything remains the same

Am I worth to be born?


Is this Sadness?

Like a women in labor,

Leading to true happiness?

Even for a single day O’LORD!


I have been

And still I am

Doing righteous things

Envy I hate.

Those whom

Wonderful things I’ve done to

Never thought of thanking

Even my own blood.


Above all

I know my true Savior,

My Redeemer

MY LORD!


HE is the TRUE FATHER

Who will never

Even to test

To make his beloved KID

Living a life of regrets.


A TRUE FATHER!





By: Popawa Kristofina